Sunday, January 26, 2020

The Orange Cloud and the Cliff

The Orange cloud hovers over the Cliff.
Refusing to budge, even as the winds ram into it,
Each time the Orange cloud scatters and comes together,
as it gently floats just above the Cliff.

The Cliff begs for it to rain or move
For the sun can't get into it's groove.
Even when the people of the valley beseech and to the mighty cloud, stoop.
Unmoving, it hangs on there.

The priest sends up a sacrifice,
asking the Orange cloud why it wouldn't rain
Why put the timeless valley under such enormous strain,
Turning a blind eye to the children, why disregard these fields full of grain.
The Orange cloud hung on there.

Eating into the cliff, rock by rock, dirt by dirt,
For centuries, for eons, it hung around, no feelings it showed - of anger or hurt.
Filled with a painful secret that only it could know, for the cliff it had love abound.

Until the cliff was merely but a stooped and tiny hillock,
The village but a haunt of the spirits without its living folk
Over the endless stretch of parched land,
The orange cloud shadowing the cliff, hung on there.

The large boulder, once the tiny hillock had been once the majestic cliff,
Called out to the Orange cloud and whispered, "I understand. I've known it all this while."
As it wept for all the lost time, it revealed its heart,
gentle and pure, they hadn't really been apart;
the Cliff had sent up water to sustain the cloud, all this time, even in exile.
As the water dried up, so had the soul of the grand cliff, shrinking it into a tiny hillock and then a mere boulder.

With no more water to send, the boulder cracked its broken heart,
rued for no more sustenance it could provide.
With one last look at its beloved, it disappeared into a mass of dust.
For ages thereafter, travelers from afar would come to see a curious sight,
as a massive brown cloud would hang next to an orange one, close but just.

Until a day would come, when the rains would hum
and these clouds would be one.






Tuesday, January 21, 2020

The escape



The rain pierced her face like a thousand needles on a comb, turning her malnourished skin into a splotchy canvas of  clotted blood underneath. Her barely covered frail frame did not register the wind clawing at her chest nor did she hear the guttural breathing sounds she was making as she  gasped through her mouth as well as moaned with terror. As she escaped into the gray darkness of a mouldy, smoggy early morning, she could only feel the comfortable warmth of filth squelching between her toes, wrapping around her brittle ankles, reminding her of what might be hers with each step that she took forward. Then again, she had been born into murkier surroundings, the stench was familiar, it did not revolt her. The subsuming scent of excrement mixed with rotting carcasses, perhaps, was more accentuated with the rain, carrying newer unfamiliar notes, sending shivers of exhilaration down her bony back. For a moment she paused, taking stock, she was now living her mad nightmare - the one she hadn't been able to get out of on awakening for the past several months. But try to escape she would, forever, until she had reached that place that was furthest from here - anyplace other than this.

Squeezing her eyes against the onslaught of the razor-sharp sleets of water she stumbled on, dodging the debris. The open sewers were overflowing again, spreading their mulch all across the muddy street, prodding anyone awake to move to higher, drier grounds - away from the whirlpool forming right in the center of the decrepit town. Even on a hot summer day the town would hobble awake well into daylight, it was a place were nights were reveled, days shunned. This was what she was counting on.

She felt the gusts of knee-deep gray waters ebb and flow with each frustratingly slow step that she could take, she fought getting immobilized by her darkest fear of being seen out of her hovel, the rain was bound to start thinning soon and the town would then begin to stir as the day started to break through. She was certain, however, that her absence would not be noticed until much later - she had made sure of that, she thought of it as her first victory. It wasn't what she was leaving behind that she was afraid of, what scared her most was being found by someone from a different 'home'. By stepping out she had become common property, with no protection she would be owned by the next animal that sniffed her out, someone with more muscle, more brutality than the previous, bled dry until she was nothing but a hollow tin can to be kicked around till their legs were sore.

That's what had happened with Inusha her cell mate for a few days. The thought left her weak and giving out a yell of desperation she continued plodding upstream against the now increasing currents. She dared not look at the tattered hutments lining the streets. There were hardly any lights on yet she imagined a thousand eyes on her just waiting for it to get dry enough to pounce, letting out another frightened whimper she looked back, there was not a soul to be seen, not even the mangy dogs of the town could be seen or heard, maybe the winter rains were a blessing. The windows on the establishments she passed were shuttered, as best as could be managed, against the howling wind and from a few partially shut doors to the brew houses she could see just a faint streak of pail yellow light falling on the waters, making them look deeper and more dangerous than they really were - it was just waist-deep water now, she would make it after all, all she had to get to was the narrow road on the left that led into the forests of Nenular, she thought shivering uncontrollably by now, her teeth chattering loud enough for her to force her mouth to shut. She'd get out but beyond that she did not know...

She had reached the foot of the little hillock, the one she had always eyed as she was ravaged, it had been her beacon, her escape as her imagination took her on rides beyond the hill, seeing different places - sometimes it was endless fields of rice under dreamy blue skies with sheepy clouds, other times she'd imagine a town like this one only neater, the only inhabitants being the Dhritis - as the girls of her hovel and others were called, the unacceptables. In this shady town with rejects from all across the land, they were the lowest in the food chain. The fortunate among them died or were killed during infancy for any 'defects'. The girls in her hovel kept getting replaced, one day they'd be dragged out into one of the 'special' shacks to never return from there, many had been executed in the open, in front of whistling, cheering crowds for falling ill. That had been one the reasons why they'd never been provided any dresses like she had once seen some of the women wearing in the very street she was standing in now - to ensure any signs of disease were caught instantly during their weekly showers. That the girls were disease free had been one of the reasons the charges had been exorbitant, and that they were very young, really young. She herself had barely any memories of her mother who had disappeared one day into one of the special rooms after which she had been moved into the shack and she had been there forever. Had Inusha not told her about the place beyond the hillock she would not have had found the urge to look beyond, it had been months since she had found out that there were places that were not like this, and she knew she had to get there, to survive. Being the longest surviving amongst all the girls she knew luck was taunting her - her turn to get into the special room would be up any time.

The hillock loomed larger than it appeared from her window but it filled her with hope, the higher it was the further the distance between her and her chasers, she knew there would be a chase soon, she would just need to give herself as much a headstart as possible. Gritting her teeth she looked up at the water cascading down the slopes. It was all uphill from here and she'd have to take to the footpaths, for she knew there were steps starting from somewhere there that could make it easier to cover ground instead of  trudging uphill against the flooding water. She was safer in the middle of the road, from unseen predators lurking out even in this spiteful rain or worse, the overflowing sewers - one misstep and she'd be pulled under. She moved slightly to her left feeling the ground with each slide, moving only when finding a foothold. Scrambling over to the footpath she was glad to be out of the water, she looked down at her bleeding feet, she had pierced it over something, probably a broken glass and it had started to bleed heavily. Ignoring it she fumbled over to the side of a shanty, she could hear some low voices coming from within and the fact that she could hear it told her the rain was dropping, there would soon be drunkards stumbling out of the bars. Her heart almost skipped a beat when she found the steps on the side of the hillock, she had a foreboding, it had been easy this far, too easy.

Looking at the grimy steps, now as slick as oil, brought back painful memories, for she had heard that the stone slabs had been where Inusha's battered, lifeless body had been found, carelessly flung as though a dirty rag. She had overheard two guards discuss in their peculiar sing-song high pitched voice about how dogs had got to her face by the time the Bordwars, the undertakers, who were shunned, despised and feared by everyone,  had found her. The Bordwars, recognized by the blood-red sigil of a jackal, were known to gleefully rescue every stray corpse, her mutilated corpse could still fetch a good amount with those who had a taste for it. Maybe they had exaggerated, she hoped so fervently.

As she started to climb the treacherous curving stairway, she realized the stairs went around, a section of it went directly in view of her room, she was stunned, why had she never noticed the stairs or seen anyone on the stairs. Even with the rains she could be clearly visible to anyone in the room. There was no way she could not take the stairs, there was no way she would be able to clamber over the slopes, she had to take the steps. She decided to cross sitting down, minimizing her exposure, she also saw that while the progress was extremely slow sitting down, she was better able to cope with the rain which was now changing directions and beating right into her face. She reckoned she had been out for an hour now, the guards would probably start on their rounds anytime now, and it would not take them long, there were only the ten small rooms and the one large dormitory housing fifteen other younger girls who were being 'groomed'. But why would they look out of the window, she reasoned with herself frantically, they'd probably want to take it out on her newest roommate , whom they had flung into her room earlier yesterday. She had been scratched all over, with purple blobs on several parts of her exposed chest. Unconscious and groaning through the night, she had finally quietened down when she had gone over and hugged her and then continued to rock her. When she'd woken up with a jolt in the middle of the night, the groans had stopped and so had her breathing. Her newest roommate had not outlived her as she had hoped for.

With the rains battering their unholy settlement through the night it had seemed a propitious coincidence, prompting her to put her plans into effect immediately. She had waited for the guard to take his last round, disinterestedly looking into each room, he had had enough of the place, after three years, he had lost his ability to be shocked, and he had seen things in the lands he had traveled earlier, this place had been something else. In all of her sixteen years she had never been unguarded and did not know the way out. She had found it as simple as unlatching the door and walking out - the latch had been a new experience and had taken time. She had expected to hear a howl and a knife in her back anytime since she had walked out of her room but in that moment of terror at the front door she preferred capture than having to step out and see her dream materialize.

Crawling slowly she circled the final steps, going over the hillock just as the rains started to thin. She hadn't known what to expect, ever since she had heard of the land beyond the hillock her imagination had taken her vanishing into the Nenular forest or running wildly through endless grass fields. She crossed over just as the rain petered away washing off grime and dust from the air giving her a perfect view. The revolting shanties lined haphazardly around a town square looked just like the street she had crossed, only edgier and more sinister; these were bigger, with tattered curtains that were flailing slightly giving her a glimpse of a town waking up. She then looked at the blood red sigil of the jackal mounted on a wooden post in the square, it was the only thing that gleamed and burned bright.





Sunday, October 20, 2019

The young devotee




The wizened old priest seated at the feet of the Devi peered over his spectacles bemusedly. The college student was struggling to carry her helmet, books and a heavy satchel in one hand while balancing the overladen Puja thali in the other. As he continued to chant his mantras with their elaborate hand gestures, the inevitable happened and the books, helmet and the bag fell with a loud thud, scattering on the steps of the temple and scaring away some pigeons feeding on grains nearby. Obviously rattled and sweating profusely in the hot April morning sunlight the girl left the items strewn across the steps and resolutely made her way towards the priest, the thali, still intact, held firmly in both hands. He had a mind to chastise her for messing up the steps but for some reason held his tongue, the girl had him intrigued for her face belied her befuddled actions, it reflected a quiet glow, a strength of character that he had not seen in many. As she neared, he could make out a faint smile on her face, she looked quietly joyful, if that was possible, ah, the joys of being an innocent youth, he thought.

He continued his prayers as she stood there gazing at the idol fondly. It took him a while to complete the morning rituals, but she seemed patient. Suppressing the curse on his lips for the rickety knees Devi Ma had given him, he reached out to her for the Thali, it was indeed heavy. It was a traditional bronze thali, something he had not seen in years, with a coconut, incense sticks, a few slightly crushed hibiscus flowers, some misshaped peda and some red glass bangles. The simplicity of the items made him smile, he looked at her sternly “Go and collect your books, someone may step on those” he spoke gruffly. Happily, she rushed back to the steps and gathered up everything dumping them on the side in an ugly heap. So much for being organized the priest thought, she might have left those on the steps, they looked better that way! Why he had expected her to demurely arrange things neatly, like any other well-brought up girl would do, he couldn’t say.
As she flitted back to him, she told him breathlessly that she hadn’t wanted to set the plate down as she had put the offerings for Ma on those, continuing in a sing song voice that she was going to write her exams and wanted to pray to Ma before it. Ah, he thought, one other selfish seeker again, he had no patience for people of this ilk, he felt his anger rising. If there really were a Ma she would’ve gone deaf by now, hearing to these greedy, petty requests. He would punish her by demanding a fee to do the Puja, why should she think that Ma’s blessings come for free! Making up the amount in his mind, he steeled his face and said, “Jhia, if you want the Puja to be done for good results it will cost you 500. Otherwise just take the Thali back and say your prayers”. “Please forgive me, Nona,” she said with tears in her eyes, her voice trembling, for the tone of his voice had been harsh, “I just want to give these for Ma, I made the Peda myself in the morning, Ma has called me for the first time and I didn’t want to come empty-handed to her.” “No, No,” he said angrily shaking his hand, seeing his customer slipping away, “I can’t offer anything to Ma, this is not the time, the morning Puja is over, she has had her Prasad”.

The way the girl’s face fell with dejection broke even his aged heart, he wasn’t a cruel man, he was just someone who was practical, trapped for far too long in the wrong profession, of his own accord, and way too bitter about it for there was none other to blame. He had lost his ‘Bhakti’ a long time ago, back when his 9-year-old son had drowned in the well behind this very temple, his wife had passed away of a broken heart, not long after. Since then this had been his trade for, he had known no other skills. As far back as he knew, he came from a long line of Pujaris, and had his son been alive, he’d have been expected to continue the tradition, imprisoned within this ancient pile of stones, while the world laughed, partied raced by, forgetting their pitiable souls, mocking their habits, yet using them to get their self-obsessed favours bestowed by that all-pervasive power.
“Please, Mousa, atleast give the bangles and flowers to Ma.” her beseeching tone brought him back to the present, “a few days back I had a dream that Ma wanted to see me. I have travelled nearly 15 Kms only to see her, I am sorry I am late as I had to make the peda fresh and missed the Aarti. If you just give her the flowers I will go, I need to travel back quickly as I have an exam starting at 12”.  He felt his heart softening and although he wanted to stay aloof, he heard himself saying, “Okay I’ll leave these near Ma, if she wants them, she will take it.” Her face brightened up instantaneously, and he got carried away by the positivity reflected in the smile and continued “Let me plead with her to help you with your exams”. “Thank you, Mousa” she said humbly, “I don’t need to pray to her for anything, I just wanted to see her. I do hope she will accept my Peda, I’m not sure if I added enough sugar to it”. Suppressing a smile, he started the Aarti, the priest of the nearby Ganesha temple looked up surprised at the sound of the bell, this was neither the time for Aartis nor was there a crowd of devotees, must be age catching up with the old man he thought to himself.

The girl watched the idol wide-eyed, the priest caught a glimpse of a tear rolling down her cheek as he went full throttle, unintentionally performing the full ceremony. For some reason, once he had placed the girl’s flowers on the idol of Ma, he could not take his eyes off them. They seemed to fit perfectly into the already crowded, over-sized garland she was decked in, they glowed brilliantly like red rubies.  Through the haze of the incense and the smoke of the lamp which he was moving intricately in front of Ma, while reciting the mantras in his broken voice, he thought he saw Ma smile contentedly. For a moment when a stray ray of sunlight made it across the smoky interior, he thought he could see her eyes twinkle with joy. The mantras he had started to mumble feebly now spilled out of his mouth in a baritone voice, powerful and captivating, making it across to the younger priest who was now watching, his mouth open in shock and admiration of the performance. He did not know even half the mantras the old priest was chanting! As the prayers reached a crescendo, the girl started to weep openly, rapturously unconsciously repeating ‘Hey Ma’, while the whole world seemed to have gone quiet to join in on the Aarti. The younger priest had now come to the temple and was kneeling in front of the idol as well. He had never looked at Ma so closely before, never realized she was so radiant so forgiving, he began weeping repentant of the wickedness of his mind, the fakeness of his faith.

It took a while for the girl and the younger priest to realise the Aarti had stopped. The old priest lay prostrated on the ground before the idol. He seemed to be sobbing quietly. They did not know how much time had passed, the girl kneeling down looking at the idol lovingly, had forgotten her hurry to get back, the younger priest red-eyed and red-faced in front of Ma felt a new spark, a new love for this centuries old temple, his faith renewed and his vigor restored, he was an entirely different soul from just a few minutes ago.

Eventually, the older priest rose slowly, he seemed to have lost years in the few minutes. He looked every bit as old as his age, and more. His face though seemed to glow, his eyes reflected kindness and deep compassion, his smile at them was so benevolent that both the younger priest and the girl threw themselves at his feet for his blessings. They both knew they had witnessed something indescribable, something powerful and rare, something that seemed to say, from then on, everything would be okay.

Blessing them both with severely trembling hands, he pointed to the sweets on the plate, the hibiscus flowers placed on the idol had fallen on them, “Looks like Ma liked your Pedas” he smiled affectionately. As the girl graciously accepted the tulsi water, he looked at her closely once again, yes, Ma had indeed come to see him, to bless him for his years of service. He felt light as a feather, he had forgotten what it was to be like without the constant pains plaguing one’s body. As he hobbled down the stairs, he turned back to look lovingly at Ma one last time, he knew there would be no Aarti from him again. Smiling through his tears he enjoyed the hot sunlight falling on his face and breathed in the air scented heavily with incense, he felt Ma’s warm protective love engulf him. He was elated, he was finally going home!

The inheritance


The first thing to strike him about Pattitapabanapur was the way it drizzled, steady, constant, unending. The way water poured here, from the incredibly grey skies, was surreal, it appeared as though there was a giant showerhead right outside the window. The second, of course, was how he had ended up in this village, at the end of nowhere, and then some further, bewilderingly, with a mansion to his name! He wouldn't have dreamt, he thought, even in the fanciest of dreams, that the miserly, long-forgotten, much deviled 'uncle' of his mother would die, bequeathing to him acres of land and this crumbly teak wood mansion he was currently residing in. It probably hadn't been intended, he just happened to be the only living relative eligible for it and so the inheritance had been handed over to him by the smug, always smiling, shiny Mr. Pradhan, B.A, LLB. Sitting within this haveli, dry and relatively comfortable, he majestically surveyed the expansive rain-soaked view from the colonial windows of his living room and mused that he just might start calling himself the King of Nowhere.

Unable to find a reference of it on Google Maps, he had finally managed to reach the place two days ago, hitch-hiking on bullock carts, walking almost for a day before finally trudging up a steep hillock to catch the first glimpse of the house -  that he had been utterly surprised at what lay in front of him would have been an under statement of the year - compared to the barren, dusty lands he had just crossed, stretching to the horizon, for as far as he could see were wild, ripe, verdant green pastures, their greenery striking against the dark clouds rolling in from the north. The breeze had turned cool and smelt of unknown flowers, also like it had been raining recently, slightly musty, slightly fresh, it lifted his sagging spirits, his inheritance was something, after all  - he had known then, instinctively, that it was this house, that this valley would be his to keep till he died.

He continued to muse, had the house not existed, it would have been just as fine, the land was pure green gold. There was even a bulging river in the distance, glittering like a thick silver chain - maybe that's where his property ended! Hoping not, and then immediately chastising himself for his greed - for no one who has read the story of the greedy man who ran so much in a day to mark his land that he died at the end of the day, would ever admit, even to themselves, the joy of possessing land exceeding six feet.  The house, not really an eyesore, he gruffly admitted, was right in the center of the valley, a small pond a few yards away, fringed by some coconut trees and a nice big banyan tree, further down to the west. It was a lovely sight, and not just because he had for all his life lived in the coal-infused, dry, dusty town of Khurda! The thought then that had crossed his mind was as to why the fields hadn't been cultivated or if there were any other habitations further north, for there hadn't been any towards the south either, he knew this as he had traveled that way. He would ask Hari Babu, he had made a mental note of it and he had then gently enquired about it, trying not to sound greedy as a city-dweller would, under such circumstances of becoming a zamindaar over night . Hari Babu, a grave, wizened old man, dark and lean, by years of toil under an unforgiving Indian sun, looked 70 but was probably still in his forties.

All he had got out of the reticent man was that this had been a cursed land, his uncle had bought the semi-valley at a throw-away sum from the previous owner and built his house on it. He had spent a few years trying to grow crops and lost a lot of money as each year the valley was cursed by ravaging floods during the monsoons, it was downstream of the Tabini dam, the river stayed mostly dry through the year - until the monsoon caused the dam spillway gates to open, submerging the valley for a week. Hari Babu had then showed him the marks on the wall left by the receding waters. The marks close to the roof of the ground floor had left him shocked. But Hari Babu had quickly tried to assuage his fears, telling him tales of how his persistent relative had overcome this 'indignity' at the hands of nature by building a second floor - a more equipped comfortable room that could be kept stocked for upto a week - he had never had to go to a shelter home, come cyclone or flood - his 'gruncle' had been a tough nut, and had always managed to evade the government's evacuation efforts. Hari Babu assured him he'd be back the following week to clean up and have the house repaired - it had been unlived in for almost a year now and the wood was rotting at several places, asking him to be gentle with the doors and windows.

While he had agreed with Hari Babu, he couldn't swallow his disappointment at landing such a douche for inheritance, granted he had not had to pay anything for it, not even the estate taxes, he wasn't sure any longer if he wanted to have any further money pumped into this sink hole, beautiful as a post card or not. He'd stay out here for a few days, then meet Hari Babu and have the place locked until he was back in the midst of civilization. He needed to get away from this raw, pristine beauty of the place he would then be able to conclude his decision practically and probably even make a decent profit off this windfall.

For now, he would just about the persistent, ominous rains - it had started to drizzle soon after he had entered the house. Hari Babu had not seemed worried about it, so he had relaxed, suppressing  the stories of annual floods that Hari Babu had so casually flung at him, this wasn't the time for monsoons after all. The house had been built on a raised platform to take care of regular rain water and he had expected that the parched soil itself would absorb it all soon enough, probably it would have been good even through a day of heavy downpour, but this was now day two of non-stop drizzling and he could see water shimmering and shining, like a giant mirror, all across the valley, making him him feel as though he were floating within an enormous emerald green lake. The valley was surreal, bewitching and deadly, he thought for a moment, shivering in fear.

Hari Babu had stocked the house stocked with some provisions, basic, but that would do for a few days, he wasn't a big eater, he just liked to have his hot cuppa keep him company through the day. After Hari Babu had made sure he had a clean bed to sleep in and food for the night, he had retreated off to his house  on a rusty bicycle, holding up a faded umbrella, both of which were probably older than Hari Babu himself. Once alone, he had let out a gleeful whoop and had then set about exploring the house. Who knows, there might be a hidden tunnel or a treasure buried behind a picture, not that there were many hanging on the walls. The exploration had sadly got over rather quickly and he decided to make himself a cup of tea and sit in the big cane chair, to enjoy the rain.

Back home it had been the peak of summer, yet another heat record breaking year with the usual ineffective government advisories flying around to stay indoors between 10 to 4, life had never stopped, people had to work to eat. Poor government, they could mess up anything but really could do nothing about the weather. Something pulled him back from his writer's musings, he was mildly surprised at how quickly it had gotten dark outside, or maybe it was the effect of the dark clouds, clouds so grey they looked angry, he wondered if he had ever seen such clouds before, they hung so low, they almost touched the earth. Clouds scared him, dark or not, ever since he had felt one chasing him when he was seven, he would've preferred not to look at them then but with nothing much to see, he was forced to observe their every ebb and flow, and, after a while, realised it was less of ebb, the clouds just seemed to be fattening up. The rains would definitely go through the night if not longer.

Opening the windows slightly, he was hit in the face with the thick musty, moisture-laden air, the  same unfamiliar scent that he had caught at the edge of the valley,  refreshing but also carrying a hint of moldliness in it, a touch of decaying vegetation tinged his nostrils. Realising it was probably sunset, it was hard to tell through the clouds, he didn't want anything creeping about outside decide to get in for shelter, rather sheepishly he shut the windows back again, his claustrophobia would have him open it again shortly, he knew. Having been raised in the city he had had very little encounters with mother nature's other children - the ones where their paths had crossed, involved a rolled up newspaper or a can of repellent spray, both of which he had forgotten to carry on this trip he mused sadly.

He did enjoy the tea however, he had gotten the hang of the stove in the kitchen and this had been his savior from boredom for the past two days, sipping hot tea in pitch darkness with the frequent lightning flashes providing the only light had been an experience in itself.  With nothing to see, his mind wandered to more immediate practical concerns. Hari Babu had advised him to switch on the water motor to fill  the overhead tank if he planned on staying beyond three days, he had filled it up yesterday so he would be good for a few days the power was cut off even if it drizzled lightly. The unspoken implication being, he realised then, that Hari Babu knew he would be leaving in three days or less.

Goodbye iPad, he muttered, he didn't trust charging it in the house. Fortunately he had it on full charge and without any internet there, he'd be able to get a good 8 hours, at the least. He intended to be back home in three days and would use it sparingly until then. Looking at his phone he wasn't surprised to see the No signal message, he had lost it after the lovely bullock cart ride. He was grateful though for the lack of mosquitoes, he imagined this valley, or swamp, rather, would be a thriving haven for all sorts of insects, he'd definitely have to deal with the mosquito menace once the rain had stopped. Regretting he had let Hari Babu leave, he decided to turn in for an early night's sleep.

While the rain was a pleasant respite for body and soul, he had already started to 'almost' miss the scorching sun and arid air back home. Khurda had been a blazing, blistering hell pan - with the shimmering dusty, soulless roads, birds dropping dead from the skies - could anyone sane miss an Indian summer? Why were his thoughts now of how it had felt stepping out of the house after eleven, the blinding sunlight, the dizziness, throbbing headaches, cracked lips with a taste of blood and dust and sometimes petrol, the scratchy back, liberally sprinkled with those prickly heat bubbles...it felt like he missed that now, he surely must've lost his mind he thought, anyone would pay a bucket full of money for the kind of weather he was enjoying right then!

Only, it had now already been two full days and the drizzle had not stopped, not even for a few minutes-it had been steady, constant, maddening, neither increasing or decreasing in ferocity. That there was no breeze made it worse. The skies were as gray as had been on the day he had arrived and had he not had a watch, he'd not be able to tell the time of the day. Back home, he pondered bitterly, you would expect to see the sun, the moon and the stars. Days that started with bright cool mornings, endless cacophony of birds chirping, welcoming the streams of sunlight pouring in through the leaves, mornings that would then merge into blistering, sweltering days, forcing life to stop and take a breather, or just a delightful nap, followed by the heady, windless, fragrant, sultry evenings with stars playing peek-a-boo with the moon, ending it all with the sticky, oppressive stillness of the night - how these affected the circadian rhythms of one's body, keeping them attuned, keeping mind, body and psyche alive. He was essentially in a sensory deprivation chamber for a minute too many, and, he wanted to escape.

He woke up dizzy the following morning,  with a familiar yearning for his cuppa but decided to delay getting up from the hard cot. He could hear the drizzle outside, falling just as steadily as the evening before, the nightmare he had made him want to stay within the dry warmth of his bed sheet. He wanted to avoid peeking outside, the nightmare had made him nervous, he just might see that doomed raft float past. 

Ignoring the bitter, foul taste recalling snippets of his dream left in his mouth, he started to type belligerently on his iPad at first, putting an outline of the ghoulish story that seemed to be taking shape on its own, and then increasing his strokes finding  his dream quickly evaporating from his consciousness as quickly as the water once the sun came out. The flood had finally arrived, and, as anticipated, the usual plethora of floating debris followed in its swirling waters. As a beauty pageant, they strutted across his window, stopping a bit for him to get a good glimpse of the goods. He saw a dead dog, its distended body looking like a plastic doll, only horrific due to its wide gaping mouth with flies buzzing above,  several dead birds tangled in weeds then floated past. The punctured tin roof of a house with a squirrel shivering in a corner on it, caught unawares, he wanted to console it that probably its family was safe back in the tree. As thought to prove him wrong, the trunk of an uprooted tree with its massive roots sticking in the air appeared next, it was being swirled around as a twig caught in an eddy. But this hadn't caught his attention for long, for what came by his window then was the strangest sight - he almost choked and woke up - on a wobbly raft balanced precariously in the gray frothing waters three mangy, skeletal creatures sat huddled together -  eventually, through the gray mist of the drizzle, he figured out a contorted old man, his body bent at many places, face between his knees. Sitting next to him were two children, cheeks sunken with starvation, their bellies distended, even at this distance he could make out the fear in their wide eyes as they clutched on to the raft. They seemed to be looking directly at him or maybe at the house, hoping to get out of the rain and find high ground again. How had they got into this raft, were they related? What if he had opened the windows and had asked them to swim in - would they have been able to do so? Thanking the universe that it was merely a dream he decided to save power on his iPad and fill out a story around these characters later in the day.

Hoping it would stop raining so he could go around seeing the valley, his valley, he thought, trying to get used to the fact, he went down the wooden stairs to the kitchen on the ground floor. The morning had been invigorating, it already made him feel gutsy, outdoorsy, an adventurer in search of his fortune. It took him a while to realize he had stepped into a puddle getting off the stairs. Surprised, he looked around, there was water from the front door spreading out towards the kitchen. As he cautiously opened the door, he instinctively knew what he'd find on the other side, the water had crossed the veranda overnight.

Even as he watched, frozen at the sight, a basket drifted away silently into the rain and made for the gate across the compound. For as far as he could see, there was water, the banyan tree looked like a shrub now. It had not rained so much overnight surely, he thought panicking. So this what it looked like - being caught in a flash flood, the practical side of him kicked in, ensuring he wasn't paralyzed by his fear at the sight of what looked like a raft, caught between the gates - was it the one he had seen in his dream - what had happened to the old man and the two children?

The cold wetness at his feet sent a surge of adrenaline through him. He remembered clearly each and every word Hari Babu had mentioned about his ancestor surviving the annual floods. These were just unseasonal rains, would be over in a  day or two. He had to get the food upstairs to his bedroom should the water reach them. Finding a wicker basket in the corner of the kitchen, he plied on the bunch of bananas and the pot of fresh, tender, ripe jackfruit that Hari Babu had left for him. These would probably go to waste, he had never been a fruit person and he remembered what he had been taught about eating cut-fruit during the rains.  He was glad for the packets of chips and the left-over dinner from the previous night. Carrying the basket now heavy with the food items, which he was surprised he had, he walked upstairs gingerly, barefoot, to the first floor, leaving his slippers behind. As he surveyed the muddy water from the landing of the first floor, he felt silly for panicking, the water had only reached under the door and besides leaving behind a retchy smell and stains, it would be fine tomorrow, he consoled himself disbelievingly.

Surveying his room for what else to rescue from the ground floor, he decided he had enough food for a day or two. He'd make one last trip downstairs to get the match boxes he had noticed earlier and maybe carry the water-pot back. He had a few unopened bottles of water which would do but something about the unfamiliar situation he had landed in had made him risk-averse. He felt his heart skip a beat when he noticed his slippers floating around in water that had now reached upto the second step of the stairs. It was then that he noticed a steady stream pouring in from the door to the roof, the water was flowing down the stairs in a thin stream, but it was constant. The water would anyhow never reach the top floor, it'd have to take a burst dam for that, he tried consoling himself, sobering when he realised the valley was downstream of Tabini. He didn't know it then but he had said a heartfelt, silent prayer to Kalia for the dam to stay strong and shut.

Deciding he would get the matchboxes before it became impossible to reach the kitchen, he started down the stairs, which suddenly seemed slippery, swollen and creaked heavily with each step. The bungalow, as he now looked at it with new eyes, had not been made to sustain, his great uncle probably knew he wouldn't be around for long and so, had got it built as 'something that needed to be done'. Looking at the peeling paint and exposed bricks on the walls he saw the flimsy construction, going down the stairs now seemed more unnerving.

It wasn't easy moving through the silent water, now almost at knee level. He tried to ignore seeing the steady stream of water flowing down from a corner of the window sill besides the main door; it would be a while before Hari Babu would be able to make it across to check in on him, hopefully he wasn't as badly stuck as he was! Glad he had shut the doors before his last trip upwards so he was hopeful that the water had no snakes, but he could feel slime and loose vegetation float around his ankles, the mud being squished beneath his feet, between his toes - no amount of washing would erase these sensations from his memory. Placing the matchboxes inside his t-shirt he looked around for anything else to salvage. The mud water-pot didn't look heavy but now he had more respect for Hari Babu as he had effortlessly carried the pot on his shoulder "This water is from our well, you don't have to boil it" he had said placing it on the kitchen top. Mimicking how he had seen Hari Babu lift the pot, he tried to follow the same heave and lift operation and managed to pull it up onto his shoulders on the third try.

Looking at the thigh-deep water with an empty can bobbing around in it and the unending, slippery steps of the wooden staircase, he knew getting upstairs to dryness carrying the heavy load would be arduous. But he had by then realised he'd stay cut-off for a few days, so every bit of clean water would be precious, he started back on his return trip to the relatively dryer first floor, deciding the first thing he'd do was to fix the leak from the roof.

He had always been level-headed or so he fancied himself as, admitted, he got the jitters as everyone else, he panicked just like his cousins but what had always set him apart was how he could cut through the haze, the emotions, to get to what needed to be done at the moment a crisis set in - his ability to cut trough the muddle to find a viable, practical solution had been his shining strength through his growing years, making his members of his family and friends gravitate towards him in times of confusion, caused often by an abundance of options. So, he was now surprised at his own inability to get over his shivering, he had been uneasy since the dream and it had now been a couple hours since but the sinking feeling hadn't gone away, he still hadn't been able to think as well as he would have liked to. 

Downstairs, with the door and the windows shut, it was dark and suffocating, with the rancid smell hanging heavily in the air, having no outlet. He felt like a deer caught in the headlights - in some corner of his mind, he knew he had to do something differently, but seemed unable to get off the automation of getting food and drinks for the next few days, he would regret this mental passivity he knew that much, but something within him seemed to have resigned to the situation fate had placed him in, he had become a pawn instead of the master player he had always fancied himself to be.

He was half-way across the hall from the kitchen when he felt something particularly slimy brush against his calf. The involuntary jump he gave made him lose his balance and he found himself stumbling forward landing in a kneeling position in the water, while the lid of the water-pot slid off and disappeared into the water, he had managed to save the water in the pot on his shoulder. Once he had got back to fairly steady breathing, he stood up slowly, balancing himself on both feet lightly. Now that he was soaking wet and covered in grime, he found his revulsion for the flood waters abating, he felt more familiar with it, he had a splash on his face and could feel it slowly trickling down his bony cheek, some water had even gotten into his mouth, so now I know what sewers taste like, he thought swallowing an urge to vomit. 

Focusing intensely on placing one foot in front of the other, he eventually made it to the foot of the stairs. It must've taken him some time for now the waters had crossed the third stair, a bottle cap was rhythmically tapping against the top of the fourth, it would have been a welcome sound in the stillness but he could now hear the water running in swiftly from the top of the stairs, making an annoyingly loud trickling sound, it seemed like the rains had increased in intensity.

Pulling himself back from the distracting thoughts to his immediate concerns, he assessed the journey upwards.  He had moved across the hall carefully but slowly, slipping slightly with every step, but managing to retain footing on the silt settling on the floor. His shoulder and right arm were now painfully throbbing with the weight and stress of balancing the heavy water pot. He dared not to move the pot, with the lid gone and his hands now covered in filth, he couldn't have moved it without possibly contaminating the water within, and, he knew now he'd need every last drop of water soon. Looking up at his destination, his heart sunk, the steps seemed lot higher now, and with the water steadily flowing in from the roof, each step was swollen and looked slippery, he didn't know how he would balance the waterpot and gain footing. He decided that all he needed to do was to get to the fifth stair and he'd then at least get out of the water, be able to set the pot down and rest.

He lifted his left feet off the ground to get a feel of the steps, although it was dark, he had gotten adjusted to seeing in it, the stairs looked amber and forbidding in the weak light reflecting from the room upstairs. He shook the silt off his foot by swirling it gently in the water, with the wooden stairs now smooth as marble and greasy with the water flowing in from the roof, he knew, trying to ascend with mud on his feet without being able to balance himself on the banister would have been dangerous, he did not want to land in the water head first again. Breathing in sharply, he stood on the first step and pulled up his right foot which came up with a squelching sound and placed it squarely in the center, carefully maintaining distance between his feet to balance himself. He was thrown off-guard momentarily by a sudden bout of sneezing, all this movement must've released some allergens in the water he thought as he desperately tried to control his sneezes, haplessly watching clean water from  the pot spill with each violent sneeze, splashing into the swirling dirty waters rising around his thighs.

Swearing, he hastily climbed onto the second step, he had to get out of these black waters.  As he instinctively tried to clamber up a stair, forgetting the careful assessment he had been giving to each movement until then, the waterpot shifted ever so slightly, moving the center of balance off to his back. As he felt his body arch backwards, he knew he needed to let go of the pot and catch a hold of the banister to steady himself. However in the split second that he had to make the decision he was stunned by the sudden silence all around. The constant sizzle of the rain that his brain had resisted at first but had then adapted to after three days had stopped. The acute stillness had been like a loud boom in itself, sending a shiver of absolute delight through him. He noticed the light stream from the room above growing stronger, the sun was back! He was still smiling at the change, though a bit dejectedly, as he crashed backwards into the water, the little sunshine seemed too little and had been a tad late. As though aware of what was about to happen next, he held onto the waterpot out of terror, no longer caring for its sanctity. Had the whiplash on his neck not killed him instantly, the sliver of rotten wood from the stairs, where his leg had broken through on the second step, now piercing his ankle bone would've done it later, and, much more painfully. 

The boy was discovered a few days later, when a worried Hari Babu was finally able to cycle his way through the slushy wetland of the valley. His body, with a leg sticking up and another twisted on the stairs was covered in the remnants of the receding waters, filthy and maggot-infested. To Hari Babu, a practical man, it made no sense as to why someone would be about in the dangerous flood waters, especially when they had everything in the secure top floor, food and a bathroom with water - these were amenities only the rich could afford. Why hadn't he stayed on the first floor, what had be been up to roaming about in the flooded ground floor? It was unfathomable to him that someone from the city could not survive a 3 day flood in a grand house such as this. 

The villagers of Pattitapabanapur would talk fearfully about the haunted house for years to come, it had appeared that someone had pushed the grandson, with great force from the top of the stairs, hadn't the bottom of the stairs also been where his grand-uncle's body had been found?